LALA~

2010-11-26T13:37:00.001+08:00

singalongwithme.tumblr.com

2010-08-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

smile,
even though its aching.
smile,
even though its breaking.

2010-08-21T15:10:00.001+08:00

prelims are coming..

JIAYOU PEOPLE!

2010-08-08T11:56:00.001+08:00

hey peoplezz.

been sick these few days.. bed ridden -.-
hate it when holidays and i'm like that!!
i'm currently studying ( such a good girl )
:]

preps are going to be over soon ! :D

2010-07-30T20:29:00.001+08:00

i doubt anyone read my blog anymore. :]

2010-07-24T17:55:00.001+08:00

decided to just use this blog -.-

2010-04-20T19:35:00.000+08:00

i'll miss my juniors loads :(

jemimah
benedict
shauryin
hazimah
aaron

sadface..

2010-04-18T18:17:00.004+08:00

hey hos :]

today went out to study with yushan at eliassss mac.
very tired now. eyes swollen like shit :(
and i tripped on the toe which i sprained!!
now it's like freaking @#$%^&*( pain :(
tomorrow maybe cannot run 2.4 le. lols :]
after studying went to walk walk around with yushan.
bought her present :} and bought myself a black bag/pencil case?
this few days keep feeling full .. can't really eat much.
and my eyes make me can't concentrate.!!!! ZZZ.
after studying also went to see charmaine working.. hehes
the dogs in the shop sooo cute !!! :D

yesterday's band performance was awesome !! :D
after we performed it started to rain so basically everyone was wet :]
but it was a very memorable last performance for us.. :]
after that went back to school, took some photos with my darlings.
i lovelovelove my section so damn loads ! can't bear to step down :(
i'll miss their lame jokes and their laughter over retarded things..
exams coming le.. feel so sick and tired . hais.
after band prac went to prac with shane our duet piece..
FINALLY IT'S DONE. and it sounded kinda nice. hehehes :D
tuesday is music exam le. damn scared... hope this time i won't screw it up.
and injection is on saturday !!!! :(
going to practice piano le..
bye :]

soon you'll fall for others.

saxy date tomorrow :D

2010-04-16T20:01:00.004+08:00

basically slept through lessons today.
feel so damn tired. :D but at least im semi-awake. hehes
after that went for band.. kinda like last prac for me.

and V finally talked to me :] so happy !! :D
i'll miss my section like truck loads..
Jemimah, trixie, benedict, aaron, shaur yin, hazimah & NICKY :(
we always have so much fun together.. and they never fail to make me laugh.
I'LL MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH :(
NCC passed out le.. wenlin also sad. i think i'll cry on endorsement.

tomorrow can see trixie le. yay :]
saxys don't forget tomorrow's date..

bye people.

2010-04-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

杨丞琳 - 匿名的好友

作词:李焯雄作曲:陈颖见

独送昏暗不离的风回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市迷宫提起你名字
心还跳动却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动
[01:07.85]
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔最温柔

当又一次美梦落空回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择又不仅是尊重

不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久

2010-04-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

i've given up all hopes on you.

i'm going to focus on my study from now on.
i wil prove everyone wrong

2010-04-07T21:46:00.001+08:00

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST YUSHAN !!

may your hair grow long and you stop cutting it :D
hehes joking ! yao kuai gao zhang da !
mug for o levels don't keep sleeping le !

today school is so borrrrringggggg.
basically i died after physics.
and came alive after eating macdonalds.
i'm craving for raffles city's udon and tart :(
ohhh man. it's like the best udon i've ever eaten. LOL

and imy deardear.

im tired noww. shall go sleep. NITES :D

2010-04-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

2day ish berry b0ring.

morning school soso nia.
quite boring. but Mrs. See "CHECK IT OUT" very interesting ^^
hahas mrs. see so cute !! :D i guess she's the teacher who is not
afraid to voice out her opinions.

after school had speech day rehearsal. SO SIANNNN
then go hall listen people talk crap even more SIAN.
except for the clapping for meeloyloy very fun/. :D
i'm freaking tired now. shall not study today.
SEBRINA IS GOING TO REST ! :D

byebye im going to zz landddddddd.

what's is your freakin problemmmmm.
stop staring lahhhhhhzzzz.

2010-03-26T19:16:00.002+08:00

time for a proper post.
and my blog is like dead. hais.

i really feel so troubled.. i don't care whoever that reads this.
if i don't say it out i really won't feel good inside..
school really suck. its freaking boring. and my grades are like #@$%^&*
now marilyn's gone, im more alone than ever. i don't really have any one
that im close to other than yushan. im lacking of sleep too. i really
don't know why. im so sick and tired of cca and school.
why can't both of this end earlier !!!! school is like a horror....

i feel so pressured to do well... but i can't seem to get myself up.
somehow i gave up on myself. i really gave up.
i can't force myself.. i just can't.
there's so many people i don't want to see in school...
especially both of you.... i really eel very sad when i see both of you..
i can't take it anymore..
somhow i think im going crazy. i may be fine in school.
but i really wish to take a knife and kill myself.
i hate singapore. i don't want to be in singapore.
i want to go somewhere to live on my own where i have lots of money.
my parents doesn't spend tme with me anyway. they're always with my sisters.
what for i spend time with them. i don' have friends to go out with.
but doesn't mean i have no friends. just that they all seem to drift so far apart.
i hate my life.

god please help me..

2010-03-23T20:18:00.000+08:00

I MISS THIS AH HAI WOMEN BESIDE ME!!

school is freaing boring. gahssss

happy birthday darling :]

2010-03-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING!

although you're far away from us now,
we are still connecting heart to heart :} sounds mushy hehes.
really miss you so so so much :( im like sitting at your seat now.
and i feel really weird for you to not be around for so long .
miss you a lotttt :( life seems so quiet now.
hope you're living fine in aussie. i really wish everything is fine for you :]
you're 16!!! woohoo! sweet sixteen must celebrate :]
its only first da school start and homework is piling up -.-
you enjoying lah. HMPHS!!! joking. :]
take care.. love you loads.

SEBRINAAAAA BANANAAAAAA GORILAAAAAAA UMBRELLAAAAA

2010-03-09T17:14:00.000+08:00

school is so boring.
im so sick of school.
i feel so tired. !!
helpppp..

2010-02-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

One day...

i am going to...

travel to...

GREECE !!!!

visit the Parthenon :]

And the Olympia..

Then the Mykonos..

And the Acropolis..

the herodes theatre. :]

.

im gonna seriously go there for honeymoon! :D

19 02 10

today is a boring day. lessons were like freaking boring.
but i didn't sleep !! three cheers for Sebrinaaaaaaaaa!!
and im like freaking happy cuase i've got my cheesecake recipe :D
im gonna bake it on sunday MUAHAHA. ( hope it's edible... )
can't wait to step down cca coz its so boring.
school is like a torture.. AHHHHHHHH.
o lvls, can you quickly come?
sadfaceeeee.

2010-02-13T23:38:00.001+08:00

we are two person from different world.
where we'll never live happily together.
byebye

2010-02-11T17:14:00.002+08:00

didn't go school today. hehs :]
not really feeling well this morning.
studied since morning.. really feel damn tired now.
school is like so dreadful luh, how i wish
i can stay home everyday.. i rather stay home to study.
cca is a torture to stay awake.. o level music is boredom.
sec 4 = no life. but too bad we all have to go through it..
for my 6 points, jiayou . !
i failed my english test so damn badly i think my o level gg. :(
now i can't really post what i want to say.
coz im restricted.
zzzzzzzz

schooollll :(

2010-02-08T17:30:00.002+08:00

just came back from pe.
finally ran 4 rouns without feeling tired!
but had stitch lahs -.-
school really like sucks now la.
the timetable is like so freaking boring.
plus the weather is too, like frigging hot.
then tons of homework, need practice piano, got
bloody stupid o level music need see that fcukface.
so many things i want to do but no time, no money.
got many things i want to say , but no one to tell.
so freaking sian. tuition takes up 3 hours of my week.
piano takes up 1 and a half hour of my week.
cca takes up 6 hours, please can anyone tell me how much
time we have to chill and study . ?
so lazy and tired to do anything :(
i kinda lost the motivation to work hard.
just feel so tired. urgh.
i wanna step down from cca, i want to finish my grade 8 piano,
i want to graduate from school asappp.
i don want to live a life with no life. lols. :]

2010-01-29T20:56:00.001+08:00

life sucks now.
shall post when life's better.
LOLS

uncle's wedding :]

2010-01-23T16:29:00.003+08:00

this world is like so small .
today went to sentosa for my uncle's wedding ceremony.
i saw Mr. Neo , he was like my uncle's photographer o.o
so talked to him about how school sucked. lols :]
then i can't upload my uncle's picture. -.-
i shall try next time.
during the vow my uncle's like damn cute lah hahas :]
he talked like huang jinglun, talk slowly and monotonously. so cute :]
the buffet is very nice. :}
and a mediacorp actor came too.
my uncle's friend i guess. idk whats the actor's name.
waiting for the wedding dinner in raffles in may ! :]

2010-01-19T17:36:00.003+08:00

i guess this is how i feel.

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself,
I don’t know why you think you’ve got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eye’s hurt, hand’s shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because

I don’t want too, stay another minute
I don’t want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don’t want too, do this any longer
I don’t want you, there’s nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I’m never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong
[Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush; Hush Hush Lyrics on http://mp3lyricsmania.blogspot.com]

And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eye’s hurt, hand’s shiver,
So you will listen when I say
Baby

I don’t want too, stay another minute
I don’t want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don’t want too, do this any longer
I don’t want you, there’s nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

First I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong I learned how to carry on

Hush, hush, hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
and I’ll survive
I will survive
Hey Hey…

Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say,
I don’t want too, do this any longer
I don’t want you, there’s nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

speechless.

2010-01-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

3rd week of school just started. time really flies.i was sec 1 like just yesterday.. i don want time to pass by so fast.i can already imagine what is going to happen in the future.
sec 4s stressing over exams.. and very soon o level comes, o level goes.
o level goes, friends part too. i know im gonna miss my friends loads.
hais. nothing lasts forever.. i've been studying quite a lot.but i just feel tired.. i think im using studying as an excuse to escape from troubles.
i just feel so afraid of failure.. i don't want to do badly for os.
neither for tests or exams.
i just really want to work hard and reward my parents.. it's been tough on them.
i can't buy what i want like last time. everything's changed.
i know i cannot compare to my sister .. in anyway.
she's smart.. idk how many scholarships she's got. she's got a nice personality too.
i know i'll never be like her cause im not her.
but i can't be myself either, sometimes i feel like freak.
what many people like i don't like it at all..
i don't watch taiwan dramas, i love documentaries. i love to study.
i love history and geography, i really hope global warming will stop.
does everyone feel the same? maybe that's what make me different.
somehow the old me is like gone.. im the girl who use to have fun.
but now why am i so reserved? why do i feel so constricted and restrained..
even the closest person to me still don't get who i am.
im a freak. urghh..

i really want someone special there for me..
someone who really understands me,
do things i like with me.
chat with me, talk to me, accompany me.
but no one's there...
i rely on myself.

2010-01-18T19:57:00.001+08:00

我想我并不聪明
我没有你的机灵
在爱情变质之前我没反应
没察觉你的表情
你知道我不聪明
所以才选择放弃
放弃去猜你每一个反应
去猜你是否变心
放弃你放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平
放弃你放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利
放弃你等于放弃我自己
你知道我不聪明
所以我选择放弃
放弃去猜该如何留住你
放弃了所有回忆
放弃你放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平
放弃你放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利
放弃你等于放弃我自己
放弃你放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平
放弃你放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利
放弃你等于放弃我自己

2010-01-15T20:11:00.003+08:00

im gonna be a super guaikia and study :D

tatas !

2010-01-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

im gonna be a super guaikia and study :D

tatas !

2010-01-15T20:11:00.001+08:00

im gonna be a super guaikia and study :D

tatas !

2010-01-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

im gonna be a super guaikia and study :D

tatas !

2009-12-27T23:32:00.001+08:00

HELLO !

these few days have been having chalet eating barbecue food -.-

still haven't finish homework =X hehehehs.

can't wait for school to start suddenly o.o but i don't want dear to start working ..

liddat cannot see him often le :(

and i miss marilyn lowwwwwwwww !!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't feel like doing homework . rah rah rah

this year's christmas kinda boring. idk why don't have the christmas spirit

christmas went to watch alvin and the chipmunks with deardear ! :D

hehes. that's all le. theodore is cuteeeeee

BYEEEEEEE!!!!

2009-12-19T09:56:00.003+08:00

this few days went xmas shopping ! :D
hehes. this year can't really afford better presents.
sorry people !!!
i spilled coffee just now -.- like early in the morning ..
i still have 11/12 of homework to finish. lol
but who cares =P

byeee.

i still think barney looks like a bear with weird green spots

2009-12-14T14:39:00.000+08:00

trying to chiong homework :(

shall upload part two soooon./
really soon. hehes :D

CAMBODIA PHOTOS ! PART 1

2009-12-06T20:58:00.014+08:00

the classroom that we built :D

the kids + me and jonas :D

FRIED TARANTULAS !!

Me & diyana at e NAGA BRIDGEEEEEE!

the royal palace where the king stays.

mass grave of the victims of the pol pot regime

TUOL SENG MUSUEM.
prison cells at tuol seng musuem

the evil ruler who killed 3.5 million people under his ruling.

photos of victims...

the 14 graves of the last few people found when them regime was over,

the torturing bed..

HORSE RIDE!

\
FISH FARM !

LANDMINE MUSEUM!

PRUM BAYON HOTEL..
hehes :D

ANGKOR WAT

me and felicity's feet on the holy ground !!

TA PROM TEMPLE

idk wat i was doing..

my feet on the holy ground.
:D

victims of landmines playing for the tourists..
:(

on the way to our homestay :D

act cute.. lol

Uvry ! :D

PART TWO TO BE CONTINUED :}

2009-11-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

OVERSEASSSSSSSSSS.

back on 3rd dec.

2009-11-13T17:47:00.001+08:00

last day of bridging. yay.

2009-11-06T15:16:00.001+08:00

hola people :]

feeling really tired now.

school > white sands > marilyn house > homesweethome

feel like i can faint anytime now.
and gastric's been killing me.
but i've got no appetite to eat.
HOW!!!

history repeats itself
because you aren't what you say you'd be

2009-11-05T18:58:00.004+08:00

R.I.P

calculator weewee.
i'll remember you always ,
you've gone through thick and thin with me solving maths problems.
i'll never forget how much you did for me.
by sharp El-509WM-WH aka weewee.
i love you weewee.
and i bought a new one to replace you, but you'll still be in my heart.

today lessons were great. ^^
and got my duet partner -.- shane goh -.- wthhhh.

band was really fun too. ( cause some people weren't there )
haven't been laughing like that for very long.
hazimah is laughing too ^^ roflmao.

isaac and xavier not at home :( sadface.
having gastric but no appetite. IM BORED.
i need to find something to do and that i like it . -.-

i must be the world stupidest person to fall into trap..

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

2009-10-31T10:01:00.002+08:00

shall stay at home.

2009-10-30T17:53:00.001+08:00

life hasn't been sunny recently..
but i want to thank friends that are by my side..
airen & dearie. :]

yesterday

swimming carnival at tampines stadium.
won second for relay... first achievement of 3.7. :]
then later on the guys won poloboys..
double joy for 3.7. yesterday was perhaps the most united times for 3.7.. its was really fun.
after swimming.. went to dte with airen and dearie.. went to bathe first..
then eat just acia. talked a lot.. walked back to marilyn's house..
then went home.

today

cleaning up school.
but before that received tons of homework :(
went to audio library to clean up first.. then went back class.
got our yearbook.. and report book.
i deproved quite a lot... quite disappointed with myself.
but it over... just try harder next time.
after school went to marilyn's house to eat..
watch tom and jerry and ming zhong. :}
after that went back school.. marilyn go find charmaine,
i go cambodia meeting.. finally did something that made me felt better..
but currently im really very tired ...
feel like im gonna faint any time... so many things happening.. im just so tired.

我好久没有为这种事哭了..

i want many things.

2009-10-25T14:08:00.002+08:00

I WANT THE SILVER AND GOLD ONE :(

i want my white polaroid camera :( but it's 100 over dollars . sadfaceee.
this means i have to scrimp and save money from now on ! no more food. !
i don't feel like doing e learning work. it's damn boring. im sure many people didn't do right. ( erherms 3.7 ) nvm im a good girl like charlene so i shall do it.
mum is not back yet. and im really hungry. maybe mum is trying to help me diet :]
yesterday watched QUARANTINE with dear. i think its stupid cause rabies doesn't turn human into zombies and its not scary at all. and grandma came yesterday..
WITH ISSAC AND XAVIER :D hehes. xavier vomited his milk all over the living room -.-
and isaac spilled his plain water on the floor and he was gliding on it -.-
home seems so quiet without babies :( when can my mum give birth somemore. hehs jk!
after exams there's still work. damn how boring can that be -.- i need to start exercising soon. if not im gonna grow fat rotting at home. urgh.
can't wait for cambodia trip.. which is exactly one months minus two days away :D
okays fine i shall do my e learning now. tatas people :]

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

IM BACK.

2009-10-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

hey people ! IM BACK.

reults aren't really in my expectations.
but at least half reached my target .
shall work harder next year :]
and for those who didn't do well its not the end of the world.
there's still a chance next year so work harder :D

haven't been updating and there's been many activities..
can't name all of them hahas :]
today went for injection. 3 JABS. omg.
first and second one was ok.. third one was like @@#$%^&*()_.
miss chua was damn funny erherms charmaine*
miss chua trying to act brave and say injection is no big deal
but she's the one who screamed the loudest when it's her turn :D
heheehs.

can't wait for cambodia . :]\

tatassss

2009-10-15T13:39:00.000+08:00

exam is kinda over i guess..
left last paper, 40 mcqs -.-
currently sick yeah what a great time to be sick -.-
shall post more after im feeling better.

i feeel numbbbbbbb

2009-10-09T19:02:00.001+08:00

exam period.

MIAAAAAAAA

conflicting thoughts.

2009-10-03T20:45:00.002+08:00

hello people ^^
currently feeling very very tired.
no mood to study, just wanna sleep.
and idk why mum is pmsing which is irritating.
very worried for exams =(
gahhhhhhh. so much to do yet so little time.
stressed out manss -.-

tatas.

2009-10-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

HEEEEEEEEEEEEHS

posting at dear's house
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i wonder why people always see the bad side of people..

2009-09-30T19:23:00.002+08:00

HOLA PEOPLE :D
i love my new blog song . hehes :D
recently had loads of tests,
and this week got back the loads of test . :D
all did quite well uh. even though i could have done better . -.-
tomorrow got unseen test =( i totally forgot how to do le.
and there are also tons of homework to finish. urgh.

today had speech test !
i practiclly skipped half of my speech. hehes :D
some speech were really very meaningful.
hope kala give us good marks. heheeh

exams are coming. screw it.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i like bananas

2009-09-25T21:47:00.005+08:00

I MISS MY CHeRYLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

HOLA PEOPLE!

im back to posting mood :]
my question for today,

WHY DO WOMEN HAVE MENSTRUATION?

anyone who gets the correct answer is a genius.
and of course only i know the answer.
which means im a genius . ROFLMAO jk.

school has been frantic with gazillions of homework, remedial
at least no ccas. but ccas are replaced with remedials. awww.
o level music is on monday. im still stuck at baroque period.
and baroque period still got like 10 notes!?!??!!?
how about classical and romantic period -.- OMFGGGGG.
and monday got physics test. GG-ED !!!!!
well at least my geog test wasn't that horrible -.- like finally.
cramps are like killing me since yesterday,

BUT I WILL SURVIVE!

dear is watching a scary movie.
but he's laughing non-stop.
what does this prove?
after he got his new hair cut
he went bonkers. LOL :D

BOTAK MONKEYS UNITED~

baibaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

i hope friends will be friends again.

fed up.

2009-09-23T20:04:00.001+08:00

i really feel so lost now .

got back o lvl music prac eoy results.
i worked really hard for it.
22/40. worse than my mid year .
does this prove that working hard will just give us disappointment
over and over again.?
why must life be this way. what's the point of working
hard when all we get back is just bullshit results.
for the first time i feel like giving up music.
sigh.
and worse still, ********* spoils my mood.
i did not change to wednesday class for no reason.
i change class because i don't want to see YOUR FUCK FACE.
SO WHY CAN"T YOU JUST FUCKING CHANGE BACK TO MONDAY CLASS.
the sight of you makes me want to puke.
each time i see you i hope i have a knife in my hand and i wish i
could stab you fucking hard and make sure you die
AND I WON"T GET TO FUCKING SEE YOU AGAIN.

and LWC bloody stuck up bastard.
asshole trying to act like an angel.

FUCKERS.

belated bday celebration.

2009-09-21T11:21:00.005+08:00

firstly,
i wanna thank my lovely unglams for taking time out to prepare
for my birthday :] love you guy loads. :D
thank you guys for the cake even though charmaine spilled sand into it -.-
and the light sticks and the ballons from laura ^^ ty ! :]

NEWYORK NEWYORK :D
went to eat with baby. photos postedddddddd. :D

SWEETHEARTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ISAAAAAAAC CUTEEEEEEEEE RITEEEEEE

and the newborn xavier, isaac's brother :} hehes.

that's all. had a nice week.. kind of ba.
hehes tatas. going out to study. :]

sad day.

2009-09-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

16 september.

thanks deardear for ring, bag and domokun :]
thank you dear's mummy for shoe ^^
thanks dear's daddy for necklace.
thanks family for money.
thanks marilyn, siying & yushan for cards & shirt.
thanks laura for the body cream :]
thans charlene for keychain & card.

thank you guys for the birthday wishes :

dear, marilyn, siying, yushan , elder sis, younger sis, sofia,
sophia, chingkang, shane , donavon, sherman, afiqah, laura,
fatin, wanqing, vanetta, munmun, charlene, benett,
scott, cheryl, shirleen, weiliang, kailun, faiz, jemimah,
trixie, jaime, vanessa chua, edmund, mummy, daddy,
christal, cassandra, albin, stephanie, cyril,
gerald, nixon, weilin and amanda :]

today.

second time i've cried for band.
why am i so stupid?
i worked so hard for band major,
never become then sua, let
people who suck up be.
now band positions,
lance corporal?
while others who worked
so little got higher ranks?
why the fuck did i even work so hard.
i did my best yet what i get
is just disappointments over and over again.
the teacher i used to like a lot
now become a biase freak that is blind..
and only accepts bootlickers.
why must human be this way?
why can't he see my effort? and
why can't he see people's effort?
i hate him for disappointing me over and over again.
i hate him for being so biase.
i hate him i hate him,
i hate him for sacking my bestie.
band sucks with you and your bootlickers around.
fancy me trying to be happy and cry out loud later..
so embarassing.

thanks dear.. for listening to me.

another teacher blacklisted by 3.7.

petty butt no cherry.
bloody arrogant bitch.
HOD big fuck ar.
go fuck yourself lah. cb.

newyork ^^

2009-09-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

went to newyork newyork to eat dinner.

shall post another time :}

holidays

2009-09-06T12:24:00.002+08:00

good afternoon people :}

these few days have been doing homework :(
sadface. still have to prepare for o level music prac.
after o lvl music prac comes o lvl theory paper 1 ! :(
after that then the eoy exams finally starts -.-
tomorrow got tuition somemore. urgh .
so i've decided what to do for holidays :

monday- study
tuesday- study
wednesday- study then go piano
thursday- chalet ^^
friday- barbeque
saturday- study
sunday- study

i feel like i have no life.
and dear is not feeling well.
i shall go do homework now.
tatas :]

sometimes when i think back
i doubt to myself if you're really
a true friend.
but i came to a conclusion you're not.
but i've never blamed you for this.
now i look at my friend going through
what i've gone through with you ..

bitches

2009-09-03T19:29:00.004+08:00

this picture is nice.

hola people. :]
recently school is kinda boringg.
but time flies without a clock in your classroom.
the next time you check time already recess :]
tml PTM & got CIP. bloody sian bodohss.

still haven finish maths homework.. still got theory also :(
o level music homework too. damn stress sia
first paper is o level music prac , then theory paper 1.
OMG im so gonna flung it if i don't start studying now :(
i miss sec 2.. when life is full of slacking and fun.
now its just too boring and making students like robots.

SENSITIVITY.

how many people actually think about how people feel first before
they make judgement and decisions? how many people actually
come to a conclusion before knowing the person ,?
the ones who always make conclusions before action are the immature ones.
so for those who think you know everything about the real fact,
bugger off from my sweetheart. stop trying to make my
sweetheart the culprit when she is not what you guys think she is.
and the story is not what you think it is.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

maybe this period is the diao-ing festival.
where boliao people say others are staring at them,
and the immature ones stare at people like its their fault.
what's with people thinking that so many people wanna stare at them?
they assume you did but actually you didn't -.-
well its not like they damn hot or ugy that's why you stare at them.

bo liao people.

yayness

2009-08-30T19:52:00.004+08:00

hello :D

i finally bought my new shoe with deardear!
yazxzx. although it gave me two blisters -.-
nvm new shoes are always like that , hehes :]

today early in the morning was raining very heavily..
and damn cold sia . hehs :] went to WS mac
with dear to study and do homework..
macdonalds damn empty.. idk why. today go everywhere
also like empty empty one. its a sunday !
what happened to all the people .!?!!?

after studying and freezing in macs went to shop
for mummy and sister's present :] can't find anything.
but bought mummy a shirt from uni qlo :D hope she likes it.
haven found anything for sister.. sadface.
clothes cannot find , laptop cover idk what size -.-

shop at ws , t1 , tampines mall, century square -.-
then go downtown slackkkkk. after that homesweethome!
cooked my delicious maggi mee for dinner :D hehes.

now watching snakes in a plane ! later okto got
scariest places on earth, channel 8 got incredible tales.
its gonna be a spooky night.. hehes now 7th month,
spookyyyyyyyyy.

tatas !!!! :D

bored

2009-08-29T11:03:00.003+08:00

HOLA!

recently got back tons of tests. ok not tons but quite a lot.
two fail.. lols :] the rest pass and did quite well.
but the ones i failed is really awful yos. my first F9s !
yesterday didnt go cca.. excused from cca for one week ! hehes :D
hope that band had fun. yes im being sacarstic.
now im gonna study yosssssssss. later got barbie as ranpunzel!
im so gonna watch it. hehes. byes people :D

holahola

sick again

2009-08-27T18:38:00.003+08:00

i realise i've been sick for consecutively 3 months
around 20 - 30th of the month ..
am i cursed or something? hehes......
my throat is killing me.. yet im craving for pizza. -.-
at least there's no homework.. can rest more..
im excused from PE for a week.. means..
NO BAND TOMORROW. oh yeah.
i kinda studied a bit of maths.. then
really feel v tired.. got slight fever..
whole body aching badly.. :(

byeeeee.

sad flower.

2009-08-26T20:48:00.003+08:00

i once had a friend called poppy. ( poppy is a small purple flower )
Poppy's character was as bright and cheerful as the sun,
humorous and adorable.
however this was only what i saw at the beginning of our friendship,
until i realise that deep down she was as vicious as the thorns of the roses..
i liked poppy alot. poppy was really very fun to hang around with ,
and poppy never fail to make people laugh.
poppy's cheerfulness makes the people around her happy too.
poppy's influential personality also means
that when she's in bad mood people become cranky too.

after some time, poppy started to turn mean.
mean to me, also to others . but mostly me i guess..
poppy sometimes scold me and told me to go away.
those simple words like " go away" hurt me a lot ..
but i listened to poppy .. still treated poppy like a good friend.
my other friends turned a blind eye to this situation..
i felt even worse and sad. then one day poppy left us.
poppy left us for the roses... roses are the very popular ones.
me and my friends still treat it like nothing happened.
i felt sad.. angry perhaps. poppy told me quite some stuff.. i think i did too.
i can't bear such a friend to go. even though poppy is in wrong..
on and off poppy joined and left us.. like we're a shelter .

later on.. i realised poppy has been talking bad things behind my back.
i was so disappointed .. that i seem to be angry. why did poppy do such things?
what have i done wrong for poppy to treat me like this..
finally, poppy officially left us. maybe its better for us and for poppy.
but its not the end yet.. in poppy's diary were full of my gossips.
my bad stuff.. blablabla. i didn't do anything . can't be bothered to.
maybe such a friend is meant to be lost ..
this is when i realised that poppy had evil plots all along..
poppy's plot was to turn my friends against me . i felt so despaired..
yet to poppy it seems like no big deal to hurt people's feelings.
i even found out poppy has been telling around bad things about me..
each time i think of it.. i don't know whether to be angry or sad.
i chose to hate poppy.. but there's no point.. my hatred has subsided.

recently.. poppy had a quarrell with the roses.. so poppy joined the lavenders.
loveable , sweet and gentle .. but everyone has a bad side.
but now.. poppy has been sticking close to my closest and long friend lily..
i feel betrayed seeing them go out together. i feel so sad.. that lily don't
understand how i feel. maybe poppy's target is to make me sad? i don't know.
it's like me going out with your enemy.. you guys get it ?
and worse thing is.. lily didn't like poppy before.. now lily thinks poppy is ok.
maybe after all these while.. this was poppy's aim .
no point for me to feel sad right.. but sometimes i just can't bottle up my feelings.
nor hide it from other people.. so im posting it here. sigh.

friends are like flowers, they wither after some time.
so don't bother watering them , for they'll be gone one day.

tatas.

hihi

2009-08-23T17:40:00.002+08:00

hey yozxzx

finally the week with all tests is over !
now is the time to get back tests. zz.
nowadays school is like damn tiring.
too many things is happening
and too many people pissing me off. -.-
finally finished the stack of homework.
i still don't get how to do circles/ hehes :]
school is starting tomorrowwwwwwwww.
sianxzxz.

bye ^^

bored.

2009-08-20T16:46:00.006+08:00

YOZXZX.

today school was fine. morning got model pupil award.
derrick got it. hehs, after that first period mothertongue..
do gong han. sianzxzx. after that maths.. learn circles and trigo .
damn difficult and hard to understand :(
then after that recess went to cambodia meeting.. today our group present.
after tha recess go eat with deardear ^^
3 periods of lit.. started of with suprise quiz. SIANXXZXZxZ.
then next week got lit and MT test. SIAN. this week everyday test..
next week got some more ;( sadface.
then kala never come today .. so 2 more periods of maths.
=.= sianzxzx. after school go eat fish n co with dear, dearie and sweetheart.
after that go home le.
now ghost festival start le..
scared. hehes :}

tatas.

to irritating someone :

stay away from her since you don't know anything.
stop acting like you're the best and people around you
cannot compare to you.

2009-08-19T20:10:00.003+08:00

this middle finger is very friendly,

but it is for those people who want to get freaking involved.

whoever dare to bully my dearie again you're gonna

find yourself cornered by three girls.

so please stay away from my dearie. TYVM.

these few days feeling very tired, lack of sleep :p
today morning school was ok uh, troubled by some stuff
but now better le. then mr chan talked to me -.-
ask me what's troubling me. lOLs. i said im tired.
then too many politics happening in class,
at least things clear up le.
and to those people who are nosy and wants to get involve,
four words : GET YOUR ASS OUT.
i don't know whats so fun about getting into a taiji
that is absolutely none of your business.
and if you don't know anything just shut your nouth up
and don't act like you know everything . :]
got back chem test. good grade but not gd enough. -.-
ponned o lvl music due to some reasonssssssssssssss.
next week is leung teach le. its gonna be effing boringggg.
currently bored ~ and my blogger is working again ! YAY !
navigations bar come out le. thanks to my ctrl F5. hehes :D

tatas peopleeeeeeee.

we'll be stronger,
we'll be fine.
we'll prove to them we're happier without them :]

2009-08-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

help me buy PRCS bear :}

i for $8 ,
2for $15.
doing it for cambodia :(
help me buy k nice people.
you can choose to buy then donate to the children in cambodia,
or keep it for yourself.
do a good deed, the money goes to the children in cambodia. :]

how long will this go on,
how many times will the nightmare come back again...
what am i suppose to do..........
i feel so numb to emotions.

2009-08-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

bloody blogger. still got problem.

recently life has been veryvery frantic.
i can't even get to sit down and rest properly..
haven't been sleeping enough, or studying enough.
grades are dropping badly, and im starting to sleep in class.
i can't seem to find any motivation.
sebrina kwa the hardworking ( a bit bhb ) has now resigned from work.

yesterday had band. mr leung was tokin about grooming behaviour blabla.
seriously who give a damn anyway.
todayy lessons was ok.. but i was sleeping quite a lot.
as usual geography class sucks like shit, o level music as fun as ever.
after that go piano...
feeling very tired now.. still got maths homework.
i need a breather.. i want to give up everything
tuition , piano , o level music, quit school quite everything.
then sleep at home everyday. and can avoid seeing weirdos in school.
no more stress from tests and exams, no more sucky results.
how i wish there was no school :(

i will forget you
im not gonna let you ruin my life
you're nothing but a lazy fat scum.

2009-08-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE

i finally get to use the computer :]
realised that i am lagging behind lessons.. omg.
missed two days of shcool so jia lat le. hehes :}
yesterday had national day celebration,
quite fun uh. everyone very high :]
had morning walk, then dodo unofficially take people's photo.
woke up like at 4 am, very tired. then mr chan
thought i had like some issues with friends -.-

then walked pass casuarina, so we waved crazily at the gate to the kids.
LOL then got teacher come. hehes. talent quest kinda nice this year.
standard much better, ;] then nazri and zarfan won.... hehes.
the rest did well too ^^ moonwalk is cool.. but a bit fake.

afer that go meet siying , then deardear. after that go my house :]
baked cookies, which turned into cake coz too much butter, hehes :]
then after that sophia , kelly and yushan came over to do lit project.
talked a lot and side tracked a lot. hahas ;} then make cookies again.
this time succeed ! :D after cookie they go home le.
then dear stayed behind for dinnerrrrr :]
morning went for tuition, very tired :( then go cut hair.
then now just came back from piano.. dead beat.

i wonder why a person like you will exist in this world.
you always take advantage of people & you think its right.
one day you'll get retribution :]

2009-08-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

teeheeeeeeeeees today mc again.

stomache not feeling very well,
keep having sharp pains. maybe im pregnant. LOL jk. :]
yay i missed a maths ct and maths unsw :D
ooooooooooh yeah. now slacking at home...... maybe i should
study? but i lazy uh. sianzxzxxxxxxxxxxx.
hope can go school soon.
tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.

2009-07-29T20:44:00.009+08:00

sorry for not posting for so long,
my posting still having problem.
don have the editing bar :( and itunes also having problems
cannot sync my ipod :( idk why..
didn't go school today, not feeling very well.
keep having sharp pain in stomach,, scully got worm. lols :]
kinda disappointed with my science results...
got 18 for both phy & chem. anted A1.. one more mark nia. zz.
now worried for maths and geog.. now also kinda like have
no appetite to eat anything.. everything i eat all come out. lols.
skipped piano, skipped tuition , skipped school, skipped a maths ct.
baby and grandma now move in our house le...
now everyday got playmate and babyfood to eat. hehes....
wanna finish my theory homework soon... so i can rest.
tatas people.

tired.

2009-07-29T19:09:00.001+08:00

2009-07-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

today's common test was ok.

maybe can get A1? but worried for physics.... urgh.
two more tests to come. kampateh everyone. !
im seriously worried for A maths.
i've forgotten everything. long division , factor& remainder theorem.
OMG. idk how do surds also. LOL :}
i need to catch up le.. and geography is GG-ed with nuridah .
i realise that simple things she make it into so complicated..
i rather have textbook as my geography teacher.
band is as boring as usual, and very squeaky ( you know what i mean )
sectionals is bloody hell boring. i miss the olden days of band.
now band really don't feel like one happy family.
it feels like a chore. last time i look towards going band.
now? sian man.
screw ccas.

2009-07-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

hello people im back to blogging.

but currently posting thingy got a bit screwed up,
shall fix it or maybe complain. hehes

reason for not blogging earlier: i don't want some people to read, i'm too lazy, no time.
:]

2009-07-19T21:29:00.001+08:00

morning screwed by kala.
freak her ~!@#$%^&*()

2009-07-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

2 months :D

2009-07-10T21:18:00.001+08:00

Only you
Can do make all this world seem right,
Only you
Can do make the darkness bright,
Only you, and you alone
Can feel me like you do
And do fill my heart with love for only you.

Only you
Can do make all this change in me,
For it's true
You are my destiny.
When you hold my hand, I understand
The magic that you do,
You're my dream come true,
My one and only you.

Only you
Can do make all this change in me,
For it's true
You are my destiny.
When you hold my hand, I understand
The magic that you do,
You're my dream come true,
My one and only you.

2009-07-07T18:57:00.002+08:00

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

2009-07-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

dear, i sincerely apologise for what happened yesterday.
i feel that sometimes i can't breathe , because you want
me all to yourself. i can't do that, i hope you understand.
i won't break anymore promises, cause i want to live with
you till the very end, till my very last breathe when i die.
i will not make you sad anymore, i will only make you smile :]
i want you to know that i will never lie to you, i've really
stopped a lot of connections.. all just for you.
im not deliberating making friends or whatsoever now..
all i want is you :} i know you feel that im more impt than friends..
but they are the ones always there for me, for very long.
but you'll still be the very first one in my heart.
i can be very sensitive and insensitive at times,
sorry for my sensitiveness, and my insensitiveness.
i hope whatever you feel you can tell me, save the troubles of me
anyhow thinking.. i love you :] and i only wanna see you happy.
im sorry :(

2009-07-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

FINE BLOODY HELL I'LL OPEN MY BlOG -.-

2009-06-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

I FINISHED MY F***ING SS HOMEWORK !

like finally. yays ^^ hoping i got mrs teo as SS teacher..
she gives lesser homework. LOLs. miss chua like gave us
6 essay questions.. and 4 source based. omg its killer man.
and morning i was so damn pissed with someone.... zzz nvm.
every holidays always like that de. want go out not happy. wtffffff.
school is starting. yaynesssssssssssss :] then won't be so stress anymore.
i feel like my holidays is dedicated to too many things.. so stress.
i need a well deserved break , while some people at home give me a hard time
for my f***ing well deserved break.

tatas.

look at yourself in the mirror,
don't hope to find someone better than you .

2009-06-23T18:14:00.002+08:00

SORE EYES IS KILLING ME.

today didn't go band. my sore eyes hurting like f***.
put eye drop.. felt better for like awhile.
then eyelid feel very heavy.. omgzx. my left eyelid swollen
like ba lu ku! lols. hope tml will feel better.
morning wake up damn early deciding whether to go band..
but eyes really v pain so in the end still never go.
then dear rush to come my house find me.. ty :}
then play computer -.- afternoon go out makan,
house no food .. eye still hurts like shit. :(
im bored now... tml got cca , after cca, piano, after piano
bowling with unglams.. last week of holiday still so b usy. :(
sadface .

tatas.

2009-06-22T11:55:00.004+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

2009-06-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

im back from my MIA-ING ! :D
today is father's day.. so i baked a cake for my dad.
and to those who think my cake sucks ,
hahas! my family say its nice. ( erherm marilyn )
i woke up early in the morning to bake it T.T
then made a mess in the kitchen, cleaned up
then wait for family to come home .
then after that stayed at home till around 5,
then went jogging with daddy :}
after that come home bathe , go out makan :]
now going to sleep le. very tired from this busy week..
tatas :}

i found my passion.

2009-06-20T18:45:00.007+08:00

mia.

2009-06-18T18:43:00.001+08:00

i am bored.
and i screwed my plans for tml..

suppose to go SPCA at 10 am, then realise got o level music class.
must go o level music lesson , but then the person in charge
at spca because of us take leave .. then don go like so what like that.
urgh , hope that spca can go in afternoon . then morning go lessons luh.
im bored now.. bloody mr chan give us holiday assignment on internet.
sian . i just like finish some.. then he give more. wtfbbq.

im bored!

2009-06-17T21:10:00.001+08:00

don't feel like talking.

2009-06-16T20:08:00.002+08:00

YOZXZXZX.

today went for band. as usual, it was BORING.
but musicman is a nice piece :} hehes.
then asked mr goh if i need perform for 10th anni.
kinda angry. he say i bo bian , at most after performance
i go back join my table. wtf.
i bought my damn tickets before we were told to perform..
but then if i suddenly 10th anni that day suddenly gone
i scared the teachers might be upset or sumthing. heckcares.

after that , go have lunch with my saxys.
crapped joke , laughed a lot .
benedict's fault.. joker -.-
you should go join mediacorp as comedian :]
after eating , laughing , chatting , gossiping ,
go meet sweetheart & airen watch Ghost of girlfriend's past.
not my type of movie, but then quite nice lah.
I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS . OMFGZXZXXXXXXXXXX.
and got one more upcoming movie call the donno what G.something one.
then the rise of the cobra or something.. lols :]
hope its not NC 16 or something -.-
after movie go walk walk , then go beach :]
talk alot , today saliva used up le. the beach is full of ANTS.
lols :] tml got band again.. sians.

tatas.

2009-06-15T19:48:00.004+08:00

happy one month. :]

2009-06-13T15:40:00.002+08:00

hello people, im back ! :D

THURSDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

went to marilyn's chalet :D damn fun !
meet at her house at 2 pm ,
then go check in chalet.
after that go giant shopping with her family,
the father sponsor us everything :( feel so bad.
after that , go to the chalet again :D
the chalet v nice , like bungalow one.
after that eat crackers , maggi mee, watch tv.
at night eat chicken rice and watch movies :D
then made our nails and stuff. LOL :D
after that played truth or dare.. omg it's damn fun.
i had some silly dares.. erherms.
charmaine one worse :D have to call macs.. hahas
after playing , crapping , chatting we fell alseep around 5 am.
then 8 am woke up again, had breakfast :]
then went to bathe. around 12 plus we left.
and i headed for cellgroup outing !

CELL OUTINGGGGG

played food hunt around the bugis and cityhall area :}
eat & eat & eat nice food , im getting fat !
cause chalet i also eat a lot of junk. hehes :D
got one bannaa cake damn nice ! omgomgomg.
then my teammates : jasper, vanessa , nickson , xuanjie and daphne.
our group came in second :D hehes. shayne's one came in first.

kinda sad cause its our last cell outing.. then we gonna split le.
after the whole game we took a group photo ^^
then we headed for settler's cafe.
we ordered food and stuff , then played board games :D
the whole cafe was like damn noisy , filled by our noises.
many screams. lols :D i played taboo with some of the
cell members , very fun :D hehes. then after that eat
my spaghetti, not very nice though. hehes .
after that around 9 plus i went home.. tired after not sleeping
enough for 2 days. hehes :D and i just woke up.. like 3.30pm liddat =X
hehes :D
tatas~

can't wait for tml.

2009-06-10T22:16:00.001+08:00

hi im back. finally..
this week is gonna be so freaking busy.

tml , chalet. friday , cell outing. saturday, cousin's birthday party, sunday onemonth :D
then after that , the whole week band band band. -.- i think i ponning some .
hehes :D just now go courts and ikea... omg meatballs is nice :]
currently very tired.. this is a fun week. but tiring..

byes :D

2009-06-09T19:39:00.001+08:00

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running .

lyrics speaks it all.
im trying. really

2009-06-09T18:42:00.002+08:00

I DID SOMETHING F***INGSTUPID TODAY!

hahas but who cares and what can they do. :]

today went to to do project with ny4 + chewei and manfred :]
was suppose to do project , but take photos then go play arcade -.-
but then of course we got back on track :D the project is lameee.
after that trained to bugis go shopping :} i spend a lot.. lols :]
bought a super expensive tube , mango tanktop and clutch bag :D
then shopshopshop , crapcrapcrap, talktalktalk with my dearests.
now need to save up money for tons of stuff... ohmyyyyy.
i seriously need $$.

tatas~

2009-06-07T12:22:00.001+08:00

after the rain comes the rainbow :}
since the rain is over, let's learn
to appreciate the rainbow, and forget the rain.

yesterday ! :D

go out do homework with seehwee , jessie and dear.
finished my physics and did a little bit of SS.
still left english , literature and maths.
i finished maths hols assignment le, but mrs see give more :(
later might be going out to do homeworkkkk :]
after do homework then go library borrow books.
dearie sweetheart and airen i borrow bitch books leh ! :D
proud of me a not. i moved out of Nazis and read 21st century books.
at night go makan with parents at changi vilage :]
got flea market ! hehes :D mum bought this super cute maryjanes for me,
but for my age the shoes a bit... lols :D you guys will see ! hehes
then got a lot of hello kitty stuff.. mum don't let me buy :(
siazxzzzxxxxxx. i go play facebook liao :D
byeeeeeees.

tag replies!

stephanie : linked ! scared of heights very funny mehh .. lols :D
jessie : relinked !
shirley : relinked !
charlene : i also okay :D
hehan : no one :D
marilyn : you know i know can le? hahas.
kailun : lols :D
trixie : HELLLLO :D

2009-06-05T21:48:00.003+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

ii3 r b0r3d yozx.

today morning had maths class.
timeeeeeeeee pasttttttt sooooooooooooo slooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww.
and the lesson quite boring.. & i don't get a single shit.
ok maybe i get a single shit but i don't get all the shit. LOL
then after school can't pei airen, sorry !.
so went to meet my darling cheryl whom i haven't seen for around
154541687843213249681305296954652632064408 years. i miss her a lot!
talked about quite a lot of stuff, she still understand me the most :D
can't wait to go out with her :D and i bought a cookie monster keychain!
damn cute okay :D and i got a new baby called ember. :D ( its a bear though )
ANDAND i saw this bloody tube that is @!#$%^&* nice ! but too loose for me.
grrr. why it is free size ! nooooooooooooooooo. then saw a bag very nice,
im so gonna buy you yos :D hehes.

BANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

same boring routine.
sectionals with mr shuko , sianzxzx wanna sleep !
but idk why i was so hyper . hehehehes :D
after band go makan with seehwee wilson & dear.
I R SCARED OF cATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
and i r scared of lizardsssssssssssssssssssssss.
-.- currently rotting :D

tatas.~

i will forget.
wait & see .

2009-06-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

what i want most now,

my misunderstanding to be cleared up.
sweetheart to cheer up,
laura to stay strong,
marilyn to get over it ,
go out with cheryl bestie...

cheryl i really miss you a lot.

my head gonna burst soon..

quickly meet up. if not i die le..

2009-06-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

im seriously stressed out.. i need to vent my frustration.

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

...............

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一刻我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

you're perfectly fine,
its just me.
im not perfect.. and i can't be.

ty wl. :]

2009-06-03T19:47:00.005+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

hahas this comic is sooooooo stupid :}
today mum doesn't seem to be in a good mood,
so escaped from home . went out to do homework with dear.
then saw seehwee they all , then join them at the void deck.
i can't seem to finish my homework..
why there seem to be endless of it -.-
it feels like i do a lot le.. but still left a lot .
now i doing maths.. tml gonna get more homework. sian !
holidays sucks man.. so busy :( rather normal school days.
tatas.

1234 i love you.

2009-06-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

i had a bad day. badbad day.
lost my white pouch, ez link and posb inside.
searched outside my house until 1am..
didnt have enough sleep. wake up damn tired..
so morning went to school with a darn ruined mood.
then go in class only mrs see nagnagnag..
after lessons 2 hours+ break..
so go mac with airen , dearie and sweetheart :D
saw philijah and airen's gu ma.. philijah so cute..
then go slack and walk walk around.. chat about our ambitions..
lols. after that went for SS lesson..
had a bloody f***ing pain stomachache.. is abdomen pain la.
then bloody pain sia.. in class cannot concentrate then v tired..
after that hesitating wanna go band a not..
then i kinda lost my temper.. sorryy.. :(
in the end still go band.. band damn pathethic.. attendance like shit.
then first time in my whole life in band got scolded by Mr goh..
sian diao le.. then somemore he said something that rubbed into my wound..
hais. end up whole day mood spoil le.
after cca go minimart slack a while.. bought some stuff to eat..
was having gastric cause whole afternoon never eat..
then dear came with macdonalds ^^ hehes.. then go home..
tomorrow is gonna be another tiring day..
sian. why my holidays so pathethic 26/30 days busy
sian.. i hate singapore. wanna move out of this stress place.

thanks my friend for giving me a tight slap
on my f***ing face.

2009-05-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

elton john is loved <3

2009-05-28T22:08:00.001+08:00

i just downed three cans of beer..
am i crazy or what...

why..

2009-05-28T20:56:00.004+08:00

seriously ar, i where got skinny or slim down sia.
and my elder sis assums that i am on a diet , when im not?
what's wrong with me -.- family say that siying alsooooo.
ok i shall eat more from now on. ( if i can force it down )

today school was damn fun man.class very little people ,
then pe played captain's ball , girls vs boys.
GIRLS OWNED 20-10 LOL.
actually , the ball never even pass the guy's court..
lols :] it was really fun lah. everyone running around like mad.
then today all lessons very slack , kena scolded by kala again.
stupid. i look out of window only say me .. what the hell.
after school pei dear and dearie makan mac :]
saw joey and lixuan. after that go popular buy some stuff..
then .. don't wanna talk about it.
after that go home bathe , go elias do homework.
yeah :D finished chemistry and tkgs maths paper..
now eating my dinner.. yes im home alone.. again.
lonely kid. lols..

bye.

i know deep down in your heart you genuinely care for me,
but sometimes you gotta learn to understand how & why
certain things happen , and not want things go your way.
you're really a veryvery nice friend. ily a lot as my friend.
but i hope you won't give me anymore pressure..
i can't stand stress..

carlsberg is nice

2009-05-27T20:57:00.002+08:00

I SCREWED MY DAY .

end of story.
i need to chill.
perhaps i just feel stress.

HIATUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

tired.

2009-05-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOZXZXZXZX

im currently worn out . im tired ! :D
today kala never come :D 2 free periods !
then literature ms sheila let us watch a movie :]
the movie is nice , something like whose life is it anyway.
then mothertongue as usual like fish market liddat.
received our mothertongue holiday assignment..
and then band schedule. SUCKS MAN.
what the freak sia SYF over le still got everyday band prac !?!?
sianz.. then second week is the only week without band prac..
but i got bloody nyaa camp ! WTFBBQQQQQQQQQQQQ.
then third week everyday have sia. zzz.
then band have to perform for 10th anni.. i don't want perform sia.
don't care la.. tell mr leung i don't want perform. i buy ticket le :(
my holidays are gone... sadface. life in prcs is miserable :(

you make me wanna laugh at you :D

2009-05-25T19:54:00.002+08:00

school is kinda boring today .
morning had chemistry , learn about empirical formula.
its a killer topic man ! gives me headache..
then SS miss chua is damn funnyyyy :] no more miss idah!
then maths.. scary sia . Mrs See first check our attire.
from head to toe sia.. then punish jordan ..
after that manfred joking with her about something..
then she angry sia. then walk out of class.
after walking come back lecture us .. so scary :(
all that stupid doctor's fault .. scold her for what sia.
after school go minimart with dearie nessy jaime and dear :]
buy some stuff , then chew all the way in lesson . hahas :]
then dear got soccer match.. 7 - 1 . lols owned sec 3s.
after o level music go makan at loyang point :]
now hungry again sia . i don't know why ! let's get fat :D
currently doing maths.. in no studying mood .
o level coming le.. jiayou :D let's mug together ! wootssss

hahas you got punked.
cannot act then don't act :D